My heart aches and it grows out a million infinite hands, this is a bigger infinity, reaching out towards that singular target, focused and unapologetic. No matter how much my mind tries to keep those waves under its supervision, they just need a moment of weakness. This is where the doom lies. This is where regret lies. The worst is when the target slips out of hand. My brain is a cruel teacher. It punishes and repents. My heart is that of stone now. Stupid, uncontrollable, all absorbing thing. Be heavy as stone, the brain says, and stay unmoved, stay unattached. Invincible.

What good is a stupid stone?

#NowPlaying__ Heroes | David Bowie


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